Peace and Grace,
"For I know the plans I have for you..."
It has been an interesting couple of weeks since I last wrote a blog. I have gone from the downs of cancelling travel plans to the high of moving in a month. In between I have been able to reflect on what God has been doing in my life, my wife's life, and our future steps. The main message that He has been providing is resting/trusting in who we are in His eyes, while he puts the pieces together. He has already finished the work, the journey is now resting in His goodness. So as we continue to pray in anticipation of our move and next steps, God sings a song of fresh air over us, of peace and assurance.
As part of this journey finding a career that I can support, raise a family while enjoying what I do is critical for me. I have always loved 2 things: teaching youth and working with water utilities. As I prayed for what to do, God began opening doors to pursue the waterworks career. I have experience in this field and good connections with family. I went to a family dinner last week, my grandparents were in town, and after we ate, I talked to my grandfather about how realistic these expectations were to jump into this field. Now before I showed up that night, an internal feeling told me to call and see if they were doing anything that night. Of course, in my family all the time. =D. So I left that evening with a positive feeling about this and as I looked up the website and figured out what I had to do, my Papa called me again to meet for lunch. we met up and he informed me if I sent him my resume and talked to a couple of water offices, he believed a job was possible very soon. I can not described the jubilation i felt afterwards and thankfulness towards God for unfolding his plan before my eyes clearly. Pray for me as I follow each step with patience and diligence!
God is good and He shows me everyday love beyond expectations or any hope. My lovely wife is about to begin school this fall, so with all this happening it comes as a shocker. My number one goal is for her to finish school this fall(associates FYI!!!) and continue to support her in pursuit of a career. I love my wife and the last thing I would do is make a choice without her. That is something else God has reminded me of this past week. As a leader, my actions will reflect onto her and from her. I have had a terrible attitude and hate towards my job and over the last few weeks I have noticed the same feeling towards her job, also when coming to our relationship in Christ, I believe that he is good and he is providing daily but if I don't show her that, then why should she believe it? As her husband and leader, I must show Christ, love, and trust--otherwise, why should she? This isn't a struggle, or should be. I must lead. I must love. I must trust or therefore she will follow the wrong reflection of our loving Abba. I need her to lead, to encourage me in our choices, but where can encouragement be if there isn't joy and peace?
Please continue to pray for us as we make our next steps and keep our eyes on God. Also pray that my Texas Rangers continue to win, so I can go to the world series. ;D
In Christ,
Justin
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
Cliff Lee Syndrome
Peace and Grace,
God is funny. A year ago, I was dating for the first time and living in Mineola. Now i am married to that wonderful woman and in Tyler, preparing for Mineola again. Hopefully. :)
Currently I am Suddenlink communications, struggling everyday. I find that ironic though. Is this place really a struggle or do I put myself in that frame of mind to forget that is place is nothing compared to Christ in me. How do we forget that? I think because we try so hard to find the perfect job, house, and other things that we think we can "improve" and "change". Norman Grubb said it best that “… self-improvement is both a sin and an impossibility.” There is no struggle, just a loss of the fact that I am loved.
"come my beloved, come and let me look upon your face"
He loves us so deeply, and to forget...is...undescribable. So as I sit here and continue to do a job, that I don't enjoy, I focus on God's love for me and who I am in Christ.
Also, for anyone who knows me, I am huge sports fan. At this moment Baseball season is getting into the meat of it's schedule and my Texas Rangers traded and got the top picther in basebal, Cliff Lee. I looked at Danielle the other night and said I am so happy, I may have a man-crush. She looked at me and laughed. Yet! It is true, I believe in my team and we will win!!! In somewhat the same sense, God looks upon us with uncontroled joy and he says "you are mine"
I am grateful for my wonderful wife, and family. I am grateful for community. As Dani said previously, this is a month of rest and I am looking forward to a house and community once again. So pray for us as we prepare for where ever God guides us, and for rest. On a side not, I am jealous--Jason and Kathy--I wants to go to Colorado for a bit and release my inner bear(yes, my wife calls me bear)
in Christ,
Justin
God is funny. A year ago, I was dating for the first time and living in Mineola. Now i am married to that wonderful woman and in Tyler, preparing for Mineola again. Hopefully. :)
Currently I am Suddenlink communications, struggling everyday. I find that ironic though. Is this place really a struggle or do I put myself in that frame of mind to forget that is place is nothing compared to Christ in me. How do we forget that? I think because we try so hard to find the perfect job, house, and other things that we think we can "improve" and "change". Norman Grubb said it best that “… self-improvement is both a sin and an impossibility.” There is no struggle, just a loss of the fact that I am loved.
"come my beloved, come and let me look upon your face"
He loves us so deeply, and to forget...is...undescribable. So as I sit here and continue to do a job, that I don't enjoy, I focus on God's love for me and who I am in Christ.
Also, for anyone who knows me, I am huge sports fan. At this moment Baseball season is getting into the meat of it's schedule and my Texas Rangers traded and got the top picther in basebal, Cliff Lee. I looked at Danielle the other night and said I am so happy, I may have a man-crush. She looked at me and laughed. Yet! It is true, I believe in my team and we will win!!! In somewhat the same sense, God looks upon us with uncontroled joy and he says "you are mine"
I am grateful for my wonderful wife, and family. I am grateful for community. As Dani said previously, this is a month of rest and I am looking forward to a house and community once again. So pray for us as we prepare for where ever God guides us, and for rest. On a side not, I am jealous--Jason and Kathy--I wants to go to Colorado for a bit and release my inner bear(yes, my wife calls me bear)
in Christ,
Justin
Saturday, July 17, 2010
July Greetings From Danielle
It's. So. Hot.
Mind, i'm a Texas girl. Heat doesn't bother me. But humidity? That's a different story...
July has been such a strange month for me. Justin and I are coming up on our 8-month anniversary. Yeah, not as exciting as a one-year, but it's pretty cool to know that we're almost there. =)
Not to mention that our lease is up in September, so this is really our last month of just chilling before really cracking down on finding a new place in August. Plus, this is the first semester i've actually taken off from school which is kind of weird to me. After all, fall starts up August 23rd.
July overall has just been a chill month compared to most. I feel like I should be more prepared for August, but i'm not. We have weddings, anniversaries, birthdays, school, jobs - everything begins anew in August and it hasn't even occured to me yet. I'm just.....enjoying the moment.
This month has truly opened my eyes to how blessed I am. One of my requirements for my class in June was that each week I found something twelve new things that I was grateful for:
Mind, i'm a Texas girl. Heat doesn't bother me. But humidity? That's a different story...
July has been such a strange month for me. Justin and I are coming up on our 8-month anniversary. Yeah, not as exciting as a one-year, but it's pretty cool to know that we're almost there. =)
Not to mention that our lease is up in September, so this is really our last month of just chilling before really cracking down on finding a new place in August. Plus, this is the first semester i've actually taken off from school which is kind of weird to me. After all, fall starts up August 23rd.
July overall has just been a chill month compared to most. I feel like I should be more prepared for August, but i'm not. We have weddings, anniversaries, birthdays, school, jobs - everything begins anew in August and it hasn't even occured to me yet. I'm just.....enjoying the moment.
This month has truly opened my eyes to how blessed I am. One of my requirements for my class in June was that each week I found something twelve new things that I was grateful for:
I'm grateful for my wonderful husband who loves me regardless..
I'm grateful for a loving family from not only my side, but the best in-laws anyone could ever ask for.
I'm grateful for a job that lets me finish my degree.
I'm grateful for the coffee shop community and all our friends who love us and support us in everything we do
July in short is a month of opportunity and relaxation. My cup overruns with peace and reassurance. In times of crisis, I cry Abba and I know that all will be alright.
For August... well.
I'm asking where's the canary yellow hat?
Peace.
danielle
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